With this chapter closing on my life, I realize I have the power to turn my dream into reality…Goodbye Milano!!
It’s official I have left Milan and have moved back to Bangkok for… I don’t know how long. Maybe longer than I thought or maybe shorter than I thought. I don’t want to put the ‘end date’ as it has never been as planned.
Actually, I was supposed to be in Milan for 2 years but ended up being there for a year. I was so in love with the city when I was visiting. However, once I became a residence, I start seeing things that I did not see, experience things I did not experience as a tourist. There was some culture shock, some unexpected things that happened in Italy. But at the same time, there were so many good things that happened to me here. I guess the love-hate relationship is the sign that I have been living in one place for a long time, long enough to justify whether this is a place I would like to settle down and spend the rest of my life there or not. And my answer is No.
Though it was a great experience and a dream came true to be living in Milan, I could not see myself living there in a long-term. Therefore, I am still on the quest of searching for the perfect city to live in. Well maybe not a perfect one, but I believe that once I find that city I would be able to tell myself that I am ‘home’
Jacket: BCBGMaxazria | Blouse: Michael Kors | Shoes: Tory Burch | Necklace: Lola and Grace
Belt: ASOS | Sunglasses: Dior | Earrings: Tory Burch | Pants: Stradivarius